silent blaze
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May-06-2005
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Message #10531 posted by silent blaze (Info) May 06, 2005 18:42:07 ET
OMG, i just had the worst experience of my life. Me and my two good friends had rolled up four joints to go smoke in the woods later on. Me and my friend smoked one on the way to the woods, and somethin weird happened. I took a huge drag and my throat got burned. Which wasn't bad but hurt like a b*****. So when we finally got to the woods, i was feelin a little high, nothin too bad. So we smoked four joints and then it happened. I began laughing, and it got to the point in which my stomach began to hurt. So I ran up a path to try to calm down a little. Then it felt like a ball of energy exploded from my heart and all through my body. It was like I could feel my blood, and it was being electricuted. Then I yelled to my friends,,"I"m DYING!" as loud as I could. I then fell down and went into another relm. It was like I was a vegetable, trapted in my mind. I kept turning from a little ball of eneregy into human body. This kept repeating itself, I thought i was dying and coming back to life again. VERY PAINFULL! So I figured by then that this must be death and that I just had to endure pain for all my sins. It got to the point in which I had to navigate through my thoughts inorder to find a non painful place. By then my friend was talking to me. I thought he was angel guiding me through hell and into heaven. Every word he said sounded like a prior thought. I eventually got to my friends house a bagged for 911. They refused and I ran. I eventually went to a house and called 911 after throwing up! In the ambilence It felt like i was going down to hell. The walls of the car started to melt and everything was turning red. I did eventually snapp out of it , but since then ive never been the same ol' self. If I dont constinintly think about something at all times, I go into a "high" sort of feeling. Everything around me seems like world created for me, where nothing is real. I know that its not real but nobaody else does. I cant tell anyone and I feel trapted. I dont know whats going on wit me! Is it psycosis? the world seems so fake to me now. The weed wasnt laced, s I dont know whether Im alergic or just insane(paranoid). please help me... (p.s. Im not a newb, ive smoked weed for almost a year now. every weekend.) Thankx.
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