bum
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Message #174730 posted by bum (Info) May 08, 2008 23:53:29 ET
i've taken many, many flights, and i never once got anxious about them, until i actually became aware of my position in space and time while flying. it's terrifying. i can't stand the thought of falling from 30,000 feet. dying isn't the bad part. it's the falling. that feeling, even on a ride, just terrifies me. and to be conscious of being 30,000 feet in the air, floating on fucking wind and air propulsion, i get fucking scared...
there's no getting around it. i know the chances are extremely low but it's still a possibility... and it's not like a no-big-deal possibility, and because it's so scary, i'm less willing to take the risk.
i want to stop flying but there is just no way.
i'm tried ativan but it wasn't enough. i think xanax would work... 2mg each way i propose.
i leave monday for a looooong flight :( :( :( :( and i can't get to a doc by then
anyone have any advice? shoot me an email judgenot ,.,.at..,, gmail dot com
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